Friday, January 4, 2013

CRASH!!!!!!


     It seems one of the many aspects of life is that it has it's ups and downs and of of course it's occasional CRASH! U feel everything u worked for or towards just dies.  And all u have to look forward to is death and seldom happiness.Some reasons for a crash in you life could include but are not limited to loosing the cloest of friends, losing your own meaning for life, feeling lost within yourself, having little to no self cofidence, acting calm and as if nothing bothers u when wait it really does and there are plenty more to add to this sucky list. Sadly these are an often reoccurring thing in my life. Now there are a few ways to recover.......or not. 

     Try to just keep swimming meaning act like nothing happened and u carry the hurt and just try to have thick skin and ignore it. This way works well if there are only a few crashes in your year your able to use this. 

    Another way to fix things is to piece  every little piece back into its original place but even with this when you put every thing back and it looks pretty much original well there will still be flaws small hairline cracks meaning that it would still not be back to original.

 Another is to just sit and let life takes its toll and hope for the best this can work for the good or bad. I don't like this way because you have no control never knowing what could possibly happen.

The final way u can try to fix things after a crash is the simplest of all and that is just let it be and stay crashed at rock bottom and hope someone will come and rescue u. I often find myself falling in to this solution. But sadly my help that does arrive isn't the type I want to hear. It may be either too nice or too obvious and I often become a wreck. 

Soo If you know who I am and notice I crashed just know what I'm going through. And know my mind sometimes thinks more than my body can keep up with.